Posted by unitemysoul on 2015/05/31 under Uncategorized I know this sounds stupid start to this. I fell in love at 14 with my soul mate. it was text book love. we fell out because of a stupid rumour at school and i was devistated but was young and didnt undertsand so i moved on. for a year i couldnt stop thinking abut him, it came about that we were chatting alone and when we had to leave there was a chance for a kiss that we both wanted but i stepped away!!! why?? im so foolish. then 4 years later we started talking again, we still love eachother and want eachother. i have depression and i kind of dragged him him. F***ed up again!! then recently i saw him in the street he mustve traveled here for holiday. guess what… i f***ed up again! i didnt say hey. i was too speachless. now hes miles away. and i cant stop thinking about him. i love this guy for real :'( im 19 now and omg i cant get over him. i dream about him.